Okkay, we had some pizza event with coke today. Strange thing really. People here on my blog as well as in my family keep asking if i have cravings if people around me eat some stuff im not allowed to eat.
But answer is no! really really strange. today something came to my mind, that when im with people who eat food that im not allowed, im feeling like between smokers (since i dont smoke, never had), i know how bad it is, i instantly see their guts leaking all over (yes, i have strong imagination, sorry), so i feel that saying no to bad food for me is similar to saying no to same a for cigarette.
strange thing really, so strange how brain is functioning now